Sunday, October 02, 2005

je ne comprends pas mais j'ai besoin d'un changement...



i'm sitting here wearing a helmet of bargain brand aluminum foil and reeking of a strange mixture of party, earnestness and ammonium hydroxide, thinking about the last few months and i've come to the following conclusion: i've got a few things to figure out...

i got a feeling that i really didn't like at about 5a.m. and realized that i was quite clearly to blame. for some reason, i am impractically d r a w n to this one person; it's a bit of a mess, for me at least because it's largely unreciprocated.

so, what to do?



stop.



take a breath.



step back.



i'd like to just enjoy my own company for a while. make some stuff. put down the bottle and re-realize that i'm completely awesome. to the max...

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